I got a Golden Ticket!
Well, not really. I got the "no thanks" from Idol producers on Tuesday. And yes, I'm aware that I look like a blob; this is just the way I do my pregnancies. But what an experience! I had so much fun! JJ and I got in line at 5 am, and one of the Idol guys saw me and he was like, "You're really pregnant, you can go to the front of the line." So, while everyone else stood outside for hours and hours, JJ and I sat inside the arena on the floor level! Before we went inside, the American Idol cameras interviewed me for a few minutes and it was so fun! He wrote down my name, so I thought I'd get an audition for sure, but it turned out that that didn't mean anything. I
The most fun part was when they were filming the whole crowd singing, "Ain't No Mountain High Enough," and "Get Ready." All of the Idol producers were really cool and I'm glad I did it.
I was feeling really good about my songs when I was practicing in the morning, but my nerves got the best of me and I definitely did not do well when I auditioned. So, as I walked out the loser door, I was choking back tears. I've always known I'm a pretty mediocre singer, so I seriously wasn't expecting anything. Not expecting, just hoping.
As I walked to the car with JJ, I realized how sad I would be to change the perfect life I have right now. Not going any farther in American Idol just means that I get to be at home every afternoon when JJ comes home from work. And I get to be the one to put Cadence and Zack to bed at night, and I get to be the first one to see them in the morning. I'll get to be the one to take care of our with baby girl when she comes, just like I could with Cadence and Zack. So, I'm extremely thankful for two things, 1, JJ's hard work that lets me be home with the kids, and 2, my appropriate-for-singing-in-church-functions-but-that's-really-all singing voice!
If auditions ever come your way, you should do it! Even with the rejection, it was a very fun day and I have no regrets!
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P.S. I MISS YOU! PLEASE lets get the families together soon.
You made me cry talking about being a wife and mother. Good job for losing! You're definitely doing the right thing, even though it would be a lot of fun to see you on TV and vote for you. We need to get together sometime. I miss hanging out and being dumb together. Later cheese curds! :)
Aubree